Saturday, October 17, 2009
a butterfly landed @ 10:47 PM
Sunday, August 23, 2009
5 months after the last post, I finally picked up blogging yet again...
Feeling very down...
Feel like touring around the world.. escape from everyone...
Is it so hard to 维持现状？我只是想得到幸福。。
a butterfly landed @ 9:13 PM
Saturday, March 28, 2009
My dearest nephew!! cutey cutey Kenneth!!
a cute pics i caught today!
a butterfly landed @ 9:43 PM
Monday, March 23, 2009
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到底爱剩多少
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a butterfly landed @ 8:57 PM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Can't I have my own circle? Can't I have my hobbies and activities?
Can't I arrange my own time?
Its not that I do not want to spend more time with XXX
or I tend to spend too much time on YYY.
Can't you understand that a person only have 24hrs a day whereby half the day is already spent in work and almost another half is spent slpg?
I oso need time with myself or spending time to do what I enjoy best!
Its not as if u do not tilt your attention and precious time to others as well.
Its just simply that I seemed to have more things to attend to!
I've already tried to balance my time equally among all of you.
I've already tried my entire life to make everyone else happy.
Isn't that enough?
If you can't put yourselves in other ppl's shoes, then the least you can do is not to put words into my mouth!
Especially when you know I'm not good at expressing myself.
a butterfly landed @ 12:46 PM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
The rain seemed to represent my mood today.
Everything seems so irritating since the rains started.
My colleague seems to b double fussy so much so its making me boil.
Every customer seems to be complaining so much that its getting on my nerve.
Even him doesn't seemed to know my troubles..
Suddenly everything seemed so grey, so gloomy, and the rain didn't help too.
And then, I saw the longest rainbow that i've ever seen in my life...
At least 70% of my lousy feelings seemed to evaporate on the spot.
Its a wonder how nature can change our moods.
a butterfly landed @ 8:58 PM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
If I ever going to read up on psychology studies, first thing I'll research on is "Dreams".
http://www.asdreams.org/subidxedunightmares.htm
I'm a person who experience alot about dreams and nightmares.
Good and bad, ridiculous, amusing, eerie, scary and heart-stopping.
U named it, I'd it.
(Good thing, I dun've other sleeping disorders. And I hope I'll never have them.)
And yeah, the inspiration to put create this post is the horrifying nightmare I had last night. The scary thing is not about the story, but that I remembered I'd exactly the same nightmare when I was younger.
The haunted venue is a totally wierd setup of my home and my grandparents' old place at Ubi. Can't remember the story totally now, only that I was trapped with ghosts, and I only managed to escape by mere milliseconds. I remembered waking up in shivers and worried that the dream had came to reality.
I wonder what caused the trigger of this old dream and I certainly do not want it to repeat again, especially tonight. A super scary feeling.
a butterfly landed @ 9:46 PM
