Monday, May 29, 2006
I remember discussing faiths and christianity with one of my fren last yr. (ok not discussing but a gentle quarrelling) If it wasn't after i read "dA vINci code" I would probably forgotten abt tt accident.
Its quite amazing how human beings believed in faiths and religions. Before i ever read that novel, I've already questioned myself numerous time (as usual I was too bored at tt moment). Why do human beings believe in man-made beliefs? Does all those gods really exist? Does the story of Sun Wukong & the Journey to West really occurred in the past? If gods really exist, why must they segregate themselves into so many religions? If they all exist, won't the heaven be too crowded with them and the angels and ghosts and wateva? (i guess recarnation answer that question, but only buddhists believe that isn't it?) If human beings know that they are all gods, why do they believe in one and not the other? and the doubts go on and on...
One must tink that I'm a free-tinker. Nope! I'm a believer of Buddha and I admit when I had all those doubts, I'm kinda guilty of having those doubts at the same time and I will try to apologise to the gods in my heart for questioning their existence. But nvrtheless, the questions stil remain unanswered.
and after reading da vinci code, I was thinking those christians and catholics, don't they and won't they start questioning the truth behind wat they've always believed also? but i guess the majority will close one eye to the doubts open in front of them. Well i guess like I too question the story that buddha were born in lotus flowers, as long as the faiths and religions give us a sense of belonging and peacefulness, no harm in believing our religions (even if they might be just fiction :-p ).
p.s. I'm not trying to say anything bad abt any religions here, just writing down my thoughts after reading the bk. I've dozens of close frens ard me who are also christians or catholics so my frens don't bomb me k? lolz
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1:16 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
sigh...had been two months since I started sending resumes...
but? there's still no news... I'm such a sad case...
Yesterday, I was bombed by my sis yet again. She asked me why do the applicants for Great Eastern all managed to found a job but I haven't. Well... I didn't wanna quarrel with her so I didn't speak at all. Truth is: if I want a customer service job, I would most probably gotten a job now too. But I'm not interested! In the end, though I didn't rebulk, my mum did and thus the starting of yet another famous "Soh's War XXXXXXXXIII....".
Moral of the story? Maybe silence is not the correct solution to all fights.
Conclusion? Send more resumes.
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1:23 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006

hAhA... I've finally set up my own blog... always wanna set up for fun but always can't find the time. Since the day I've finished my attachment in CS and my final presentation, I've officially joiN the nAtionaL cLub of the uNEmploYed. sO now I've loADs of tiMe...so frenZ out there, if U pEEpz are bored or something? just gIMME a call.
yEsterday, i jusT went for this interview for marketing associate (i'd a thing for marketing projects since the day I did the module entrepreneurial marketing). THis company is supposedly quite biG in terms of reputation in S'pore, but the oFFice is like supER small! hoWever thr's one thing which attracts me onCe i stepped in. THe bIG plASmA TV in the receptionist! iF i ever got the job, I will definitely spend my lunCHtime in front of tt TV... the BAD news: there's like >10 ppL waiting for interview like me and worse is tt's only one of the 2 interview session in a dAy!
gD news: dESpite the suPEr lousY answers I gave due to my sUPer dEaf eaR, I received a call later tt day that congrats me into entering the second screening of the interview. (there's a ttl 3 rounds) So i guess I'm kinda lucky... well lets' just hope mY luck can extend till thiS weekend...
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10:50 AM