完美无缺の世界_peRfectioniSt woRLd

2009-10-17T22:47:00.001+08:00

2009-08-23T21:13:00.001+08:00

5 months after the last post, I finally picked up blogging yet again...
Feeling very down...
Feel like touring around the world.. escape from everyone...
Is it so hard to 维持现状？我只是想得到幸福。。

2009-03-28T21:43:00.001+08:00

My dearest nephew!! cutey cutey Kenneth!!

a cute pics i caught today!

2009-03-23T20:57:00.003+08:00

...
到底爱剩多少
...

2009-03-12T12:46:00.002+08:00

Can't I have my own circle? Can't I have my hobbies and activities?
Can't I arrange my own time?
Its not that I do not want to spend more time with XXX
or I tend to spend too much time on YYY.
Can't you understand that a person only have 24hrs a day whereby half the day is already spent in work and almost another half is spent slpg?
I oso need time with myself or spending time to do what I enjoy best!
Its not as if u do not tilt your attention and precious time to others as well.
Its just simply that I seemed to have more things to attend to!
I've already tried to balance my time equally among all of you.
I've already tried my entire life to make everyone else happy.
Isn't that enough?
If you can't put yourselves in other ppl's shoes, then the least you can do is not to put words into my mouth!
Especially when you know I'm not good at expressing myself.

2009-02-25T20:58:00.004+08:00

The rain seemed to represent my mood today.
Everything seems so irritating since the rains started.
My colleague seems to b double fussy so much so its making me boil.
Every customer seems to be complaining so much that its getting on my nerve.
Even him doesn't seemed to know my troubles..
Suddenly everything seemed so grey, so gloomy, and the rain didn't help too.

And then, I saw the longest rainbow that i've ever seen in my life...

At least 70% of my lousy feelings seemed to evaporate on the spot.
Its a wonder how nature can change our moods.

2009-02-24T21:46:00.002+08:00

If I ever going to read up on psychology studies, first thing I'll research on is "Dreams".
http://www.asdreams.org/subidxedunightmares.htm

I'm a person who experience alot about dreams and nightmares.
Good and bad, ridiculous, amusing, eerie, scary and heart-stopping.
U named it, I'd it.
(Good thing, I dun've other sleeping disorders. And I hope I'll never have them.)

And yeah, the inspiration to put create this post is the horrifying nightmare I had last night. The scary thing is not about the story, but that I remembered I'd exactly the same nightmare when I was younger.
The haunted venue is a totally wierd setup of my home and my grandparents' old place at Ubi. Can't remember the story totally now, only that I was trapped with ghosts, and I only managed to escape by mere milliseconds. I remembered waking up in shivers and worried that the dream had came to reality.

I wonder what caused the trigger of this old dream and I certainly do not want it to repeat again, especially tonight. A super scary feeling.

2009-01-31T22:33:00.002+08:00

yeah! CNY hols is coming to an end..kinda sad..(though i'd a longer hols than others =P)
i fully made used of the time to meet up with frens and relative..
also not forgetting shopping!!!
my Utada United Concert DVD finally came!!!
It loookkkks so cool!!!
first purchase from yesasia. They really take Gd care of the delivery.
All their goods are placed in super cushioned envelops to protect them.
Though its just one single DVD, i thought its quite worth the price..(yeah its abt S$80)
Just hope I'll cont to watch it next time making it double worthwhile. =D
Just receive the black clutch bag the JC clique gave me, exactly what I want, hehe =D
Love it!! =D

The only regret I've in January is my online dress.
Disgusting spree organizer is MIA, take foREVa to reply on our TT query.
Luckily I've some spare clothes for CNY, if not, I'll be double upset this yr.
Really hope the dress will reach me before V-day.. =(

2009-01-09T15:16:00.005+08:00

Bdae Wishlist... =D
-Utada Hikaru concert DVD "Utada United 2000" (gotcha!)
-Ettusias Zero Pore-Free 2-way Foundation (gotcha!)
-Ettusias Blusher (gotcha!)
-One BIG bouquet of flowers preferably cream champagne roses or calalilly
-Black stylist clutch bag (gotcha!)
-diamond earring studs (optional)

2009-01-01T16:08:00.002+08:00

你把我当成石膏
再不跟我吵
是不是一种预告
假装都看不到
不再重要
我不会再跟你闹

无言是一种毒药
更像一把刀
切开我们的拥抱
到底爱剩多少
需要思考
承诺随爱蒸发掉
不想再当配角安静让我动摇我想逃跑

我听到你冷战的心跳两败俱伤的记号
闪躲不了
我知道莫名其妙求饶也不会是解药
不如弃权走掉
面对冷的空气冷的墙壁冷到昏迷
难道我真的快窒息
冷战到何时能平息
放我离去
就让回忆停止呼吸成冰

........

2008-11-28T14:26:00.003+08:00

1st time having a fall ever since old primary sch times.
1st time stepping into A&E.
1st time sitting on a wheelchair.
1st time using a crutch and stepping into a physio room.
1st time visiting a 铁打sensei.
1st time limping around hopelessly at a super slow speed.

Feeling dumb and crippled whenever i see the crutch.

But I so(x3) thanked all the GOds up above that I didn't roll down the stairs.
That will DEFINTELY cause a scene. & gods knows wad will happen to me then...

2008-11-08T12:44:00.001+08:00

Just Saw a very meaningful article about Love.

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说：你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了，她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。
*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

REIRA starring YUNA ITO - ENDLESS STORY

2008-09-22T21:55:00.001+08:00

Love this song!

Nicole - 好久不见

2008-09-11T22:30:00.001+08:00

May everyone enjoys the angel's voice...

2008-09-10T22:46:00.002+08:00

即使天使已回到天堂，
我们还是会永远记得那天使般的美声，
天使般的笑颜，
天使般的意志力与好学心。

Nicole老师，我们会永远记得你！
你的美声已经烙印在我们的回忆里。
我也会永远都会记得你说过的每个人生道理。

走好老师。。。

2008-09-05T23:03:00.001+08:00

你可以说我做的完全不够
(但不要叫我现在放手)
你可以说我根本还不成熟
(但不要叫我现在就回头)

常常惶恐不懂自己在做什么
未来太远太难太久
但我决定去走

就算是失败等在世界的尽头
告诉我这就是结果
我会从世界尽头继续向前走
I'll never surrender, no

就算是失败等在生命的尽头
告诉我梦想会落空
我不会放弃眼前任何一秒钟
I'll never surrender ,never

~<绝不> 张韶涵

2008-07-28T21:19:00.002+08:00

有人说克星可怕，
常常让你倒霉的人可怕，
处处刁难你的人可怕。
我说在背后常刺你一刀，
出卖朋友的人更可怕。

有人说谎话可怕，真相可怕。
我说人言可畏，更可怕。

最最最可怕的事，
遇到了这么多可怕的事，
这个可怜的人却还是孤孤单单的孤军作战。。。

2008-07-07T22:09:00.003+08:00

Last day in HK!

Didn't do much during the last day..
Just abit of shopping at MongKok (AGAIN). Where we bought Benefit at Langham Place.
Sorry bei bei for dragging you down.
Knew that you didn't wanna buy initially.

Oh and we ate 烤鸽 (since we can't find 乳鸽。。） for bkfast.

That's about all to my HK trip. Mostly just about eating & shopping.
I swear that the next time I'm there, I'll definitely control my finances more appropriately! =P

p.s. You benefit staffs at Tangs beta buck up! Your service is so not up to std compared to the countergals in HK!

2008-07-07T21:29:00.004+08:00

Day 4 @ HK!!

We went to the best Dim Sum restaurant 稻香 for breakfast!
I really love the food there.
Especially this! Coconutty Egg white with hashima! A Must Eat!

Next is baby Jie jie's fav - 奶皇包.
Did you see that boiling custard? OMG...

Then the ever-famous 灌汤饺！

Shopping, shopping & more shopping!!
I love MongKok! Especially Argyle Centre.
Went to 女人街as well.. nothing much though..
Next we went to 星光大道 & Star Ferry Harbor.
Actually planned to watch the fireworks (Establishment day Special), but ended up watching the daily laser show at the harbor.
Not really very fascinating, but it's an experience.
Oh, had Krispy Kremes at APM for dinner..~donuts~

My buys of the day!

2008-07-06T20:42:00.004+08:00

Day 3 in HK!!

Went the Peak!! Awesome view!
Definitely worth the wait (from sunset to city lights up which took 2hrs)!
Only thg that really spoilt our mood over there is the XXX.
My feelings abt whole lot of them simply worsen after the trip.
Selfish, self-centred & greedy.
I can't seemed to tink of any positive terms 2b related to them after this HK trip anymore.

2008-07-05T14:04:00.003+08:00

Day 2 in HK!

More shopping! Eating our brunch at a very nice 茶餐厅 which serves perfect porridge & other local food like 猪肠粉, fried fritters, my favourite 士多士 (toast)!
One will never forget the taste of the toast with the bubbly melting butter on top of the fried toast..yummy...

Bought so many thgs.. and as predicted by TCB, i signed on CC for the 1st time overseas.
Now i wonder why i even bought the Longchamp bag but well..wad's done is done.
Like wad Huat says, just make full gd use of it. Hope it last though, cuz warranty only appl in HK.

One amusing thg I realised.
Tried to use WiFi in HK, but they require user to confirm email confirmation.
But precisely i do not have internet access, tt's y i use WiFi!
No internet access, how to check email??
duh...

p.s. Starbucks in HK sucks..

2008-07-05T12:43:00.007+08:00

HK TRip day 1

Reach HK finally after a 4 hr plane ride with a crappy air steward.
Kimberley Hotel is a not bad place..being so near TST MTR station.
However, it does look MUCH smaller than wad the online web shows.
But well, it IS a HK hotel, so no complains.

Being in town for the 1st day, the two blur babies cared only about shopping and hence, no sightseeing, no gd food (Mac for dinner..=[ ) with empty wallets.

HK HK

2008-06-26T22:57:00.001+08:00

1 Day & 7hrs to my HK TRip!!
Yeah!!
I'll be back with all my new clothes, shoes & bags!!

2008-05-21T21:21:00.003+08:00

Those who often sing ktv with me will know that I've a habit of picking difficult songs with alota 转音 tactics in it.
Listening to Claire 郭静's newest album and heard another one - "知道" (track 8)- which i can practise with!

In this 2nd album, one can notice more of her own voice's originality and characteristics.

At least better than the 1st album which we can hear some 张韶涵's accents in the songs.
In overall, she'd improved. But I don't really like her in those cutie songs which are so obviously just for the mkt.

p.s. Can't find the lyrics of "知道" anywhere..

2008-05-09T22:29:00.004+08:00

Time really flies. Its seems not so long ago when we became gd frenz.
not so long ago = 5yrs??
Goodness! And before I even admit myself as old,
Chin has jumped one step ahead of us and got herself married!
Knew you are always ahead of us in term of studies,
didn't know it'll be the same for lifestage!
Surprised me a little orh!
Hehe..But nevertheless, We all felt so happy for you!
May you have a blissful marriage life!!

2008-04-23T22:52:00.003+08:00

你我的自由 - NIcole 黎珈仪

昨天晚上一早闭上双眼
想早点说声晚安
从小小棉羊数到成长
怎么办月亮都快要下班

明天早上太阳依旧依然灿烂
放开别在想你有多么伤
哪一个海湾没有波浪
算了吧就让它一切随风

你说爱与不爱你没选择
我说不选择也算是选择
你说受伤怎么办我说复合并不难
只要心中有一道光

童话故事里王子都要骑著白马
公主要等到什么时候才醒啊
爱已出现在你们的身上
别在假装你都看不见
童话故事里公主都要等人救啊
快醒醒吧别在傻傻等
如果你爱他你真的爱他
就快点去吧 (别在失去他)

2008-04-13T20:32:00.002+08:00

Holiday Inn Melaka is gd!!!
View is fantastic,
They have a great (though small) infinity pool,
Fabulous Spa (which i heard from others),
Excellent service & room!
ONly thing is food is really bad...
So if I were to go back again, I'll definitely eat anything other than the hotel buffets.
Also there's not much shopping avail in the city,
Since the new shopping centre's boutiques r stil not really open,
It's prob only gd for weekend getaways.

p.s. Can't believe I spend almost all my ringgit on their 土产!

2008-04-06T13:28:00.002+08:00

For whichever reason, I don't believe that a company should abuse their manpower.
Its kinda stupid that a department head would ask an executive to do the work of two staff just because he/she is paid higher than an clerk.

Next week onwards, I'm officially one of the many victims of this nonsense.
Worst thing is I'm going to do something which I know nothing about,
which I was only given 20min crash course on,
and I don't even have the data syst resource to refer to.
Sigh...

conclusion:
local companies are really really 小气! They are too stingy to increase their headcount whenever they need it most, and yet they expect their staff to do twice of what they are supposed to do within their wk capacities.

p.s. Just heard that another colleague is leaving the company soon. This is just what I need to encourage myself further to leave this stagnant post.

2008-02-07T16:33:00.000+08:00

CNY celebrations can be so joyous. And yet this wonderful day can be destroyed so easily by just one irritating relative.
Especially when she seemed to pick on you just because one stupid event that happen like.. 14yrs ago???
goodness! How i wish i can escape hme right at this very moment!!
Of course there's my character to blame.
I shouldn't have bicker back so easily and create more chances for this irritating ex-"relative" of mine to say more sadist comments.
Sigh...
Shall ignore her for the rest of the night!

2008-02-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

Abit irritated by Angela's high pitches after listening for a week...
Finally found 许茹芸's album.. time for some soothing music..

CNY coming..
Just bought 2 tops! After shopping for almost 1.5hr in far east.
completely can't appreciate fashion nowadays, but well wat to do..
Like wat dada says, its a hello kitty phenomenom.

Nervous and excited for the coming 2 weeks... =P

p.s. still prefer 熊天平 than the male singer in the song 男人女人..

2008-02-03T13:38:00.000+08:00

New song that I liked - 失亿

下雨后还给蓝天了
晴朗在分手后不算亏欠
跌跌撞撞的缠绵认认真真的实现
这样谁不流泪

就当作最后亲吻吧
释放在这事件中不算惩罚
热烈热烈的沉沦冷冷淡淡的抽身
我算是残忍的吗

我如何假装我心里不再有你
沉溺后清醒你却是异常的平静
习惯慢慢失忆这样就能转移自己
我发现我爱你就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的却是你不安的阴天
毕竟我不慷慨我并不想害自己

就当作最后亲吻吧
释放在这事件中不算惩罚
热烈热烈的沉沦冷冷淡淡的抽身
我算是残忍的吗

我如何假装我心里不再有你
沉溺后清醒你却是异常的平静
习惯慢慢失忆
以为这样就能转移自己
我发现我爱你就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的却是你不安的阴天
毕竟我不慷慨我并不想害自己

我不想害自己我已经失去你
在没有你爱我的那一天
我如何拯救自己

我发现我爱你就在这一瞬间
沉迷后清醒你却是异常的平静
习习惯慢慢失忆以为这样就能转移自己
我发现我爱你就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的却是你不安的阴天
毕竟我不慷慨我并不想害自己

Angela Zhang's style of high notes plus hang-up skills..
I shall try to conquer!

2008-01-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

Its been a really long time since i blogged...

Had a sweet and wonderful birthday celebration yesterday!

Though a little pitiful that most of my colleagues are busy working and even not around to give me bdae wishes...

Anyway i'll make FULL use of the bdae presents! hehe!!

2007-12-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

梁静茹-歌曲《每天第一件事》

你送的灯像在床头放了星星
让我每一个梦都闪耀着暖意
在捷运里一通贴心的简讯
赶走了我的蓝色星期一

你翻杂志费心挑选的餐厅
不管它好不好吃我都笑得满意
我打了一年还没送你的毛衣
你介不介意我改打围巾

每天张开眼睛第一件事就是想你
空气有草莓的香气
每天幻想柳橙色的为俩盖在草地
让我们发明最美的约定

你的周围太多事要你烦心
就算我帮不了忙至少让你放心
我努力克服容易害羞的毛病
敢和你抢着先说我爱你

每天张开眼睛第一件事就是想你
空气有草莓的香气
每天幻想柳橙色的为俩盖在草地
让我们发明最美的约定

每天分手回家第一件事就是复习
快乐和感动几比几
每天都是因为你而看见风和日丽
你为我发明最美的天气

好像新鲜果汁纯粹的透明
你在我马克杯上画上了一颗心
你是我今天醒来第一个原因
这一次先听我说我爱你
这一次先听我说我爱你

2007-11-03T11:33:00.000+08:00

Listening to Jay Zhou's new album....
its nice to have a whole weekend to myself..
no shopping, no kbox, no hang out outside.
Just myself...

2007-10-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

Grace guessed it right.
I'm aching ALL over. Esp my butt.
Finding it so hard to kneel down. YuckZ!!!
and.. My manicure (not surprisingly) finally got ripped off today.
I can only say I'm really chor lor. Others' mani can last at least 2 weeks.
But mine? 3Days.. feeling a delayed heartache for my wallet now..
considering the $ i spent on my french mani.
But well.. at least it lasted thru'out Joey's wedding. =)

2007-10-28T10:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is Mdm Loon. *cough* sorry Mrs Kok's BIG day!!!
The dinner is fantastic (although little) with a fantastic venue at Fullerton, lotsa photo taking and of course a beautiful bride and handsome groom.
I must say they're the most pretty and matching pair of couple i had seen.
I finally convinced myself to buy the black dress despite lotsa advises from ppl that i shouldn't spend so much on clothes n etc.
Well, although i might not look fantastic in it,
it definitely felt better than wearing back the old dress i had.
I had a french mani and pedi too at fave nails (raffles place)!!

Poor Gloria L. is so fascinated by the splendid ballroom and her (poor-focus) camera that she keeps on taking pic and tokg abt the beautiful "大碗公" lights.
The rest of the gals dresses r so pretty that i feel like i'm the cinderella among the crowd again.

Heard from the rest last nite all the clubs are actually having halloween theme events. actually planned to sneak in with piggy for a while. But well, no costume is one thing, my poor cinderella life is another.
So? Plans off..
Hope i can visit one party like that in the future....

p.s. the pic loading seems to b malfunctioning. 'll upload the pics later.

2007-10-22T22:10:00.001+08:00

To all of the gods in heaven..
whether u are jesus Christ, Buddha or the numerous others,
Pls bless my sis and her child health and happiness,
esp my sis who's hysteric and worried abt her 1st childbirth.
May them stay healthy always...

2007-10-13T12:24:00.000+08:00

前两天，
我家里发生了一件大事件。
因为这件事，我做了一件到现在还不知是对还是错的决定。
结果还做了，我已经不能够后悔了。。
我只是想做一个人人喜欢，不被憎恨的女孩。
可是事情已经搞得这么疆。以后该怎么更他们相处？尤其是。。。
最惨的是，我所作的一切根本不被某人感激。
只会说我不够厉害。
更惨的事，如果我不帮的话，我就是不孝。
真是的，还我哭了整晚。

还好，还有我老姐在一旁鼓励我。虽然她也被无辜的臭骂一顿。
还有，小猪陪我一起任性的唱K。
谢谢你们。。

2007-09-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

Had been continuously listening to Kelly clarkson's "Bcuz of U" lately.

I love the emotions in the song..bring tears to my eyes..

"Because Of You"

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of youI don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because of you Because of you

蔡依林 - 怕什么

2007-09-22T23:19:00.001+08:00

I love this MV!
Kim rae won is so handsome!!

2007-09-16T10:38:00.000+08:00

Saw this piece juz now at http://www.happinest.com.sg. Nice...

I'm so into online shopping nowadays.
Shopping shopping shopping!
Hope my purchases will come in soon!

2007-09-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

Watched Ratatouille last sat..

a totally no brain show.

But For those who just wanna waste the 2 hrs and the $8, its not that bad.

Heard "No reservation" is pretty nice..

Wonder who is avail to watch with me..

the pathetic side of a single gal...

2007-09-02T16:34:00.000+08:00

Was abit bored..
so was thinking of buying more cosmetic(when my cosmetic box is already flooding)
seems like the trend is silver/gold eyeliner.

Maybe i should get the shu uemera one. then can join member since i buying other thgs.
But the maquillage one looks gd...
But the majolica one is the cheapest..
hmmnn...

王傳一 Lovin' U MV

2007-09-02T14:32:00.001+08:00

Nice song from 王传一. His album coming out soon...

王傳一 - 換換愛 (MV FULL VERSION)

2007-09-02T14:26:00.001+08:00

Enjoy! Song from TW drama 换换爱

郭静，范玮琪，张韶涵 - 仨人 MV

2007-08-29T22:38:00.001+08:00

My fav singer this month - 郭静Claire!

楊丞琳 Rainie Yang-缺氧 Que Yang(换换爱 Why Why Love OST)

2007-08-29T22:20:00.001+08:00

To all friends who watch Why Why Love 换换爱. This is the latest MV from Raine Yang. Though not as interesting..(her hair is really not flattering and who's that guy? I expect Mike He!)

2007-08-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

So shit!
Play DVD is sold out in both J8 music junction and TPY CD RAMA.
Just when I thought i can watch it during the weekend.
Sianz...gotta wait now...

2007-08-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

I'm getting from bad to worse.
I kept telling myself even though there's cc, nets & visa when i dun have cash. it doesn't gimme the excuse of buying so many earrings, shoes and clothes!!
But...
I bought one BYSI top, one NIKE sports shoes & 4 pairs of earrings today. Someone help me!!!

I saw a really beautiful NIKE shoes today. but its $135 after discount!
So ex.. poor me gotta give up that lovely shoes...(the one i saw is the ice blue gold one)

2007-08-19T13:24:00.000+08:00

Change is a funny thing.
We never are quite sure what we are becoming...or even why.
Then one day we look at ourselves and wonder who we are, and how we got that way.
Only one thing about change is constant...
...It is always painful.

Quoted from "The Tenth Circle" from Jodi Picoult

2007-08-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

Day 6 & 7: Halong Bay Fantastic views... Met alota travellers from diff countries which really make my experience fulfilling. At least a gd ending to my vietnam trip.

Lesson learnt: I LOVE singaPOre!!!

2007-08-18T23:37:00.001+08:00

Day 3: Hanoi
Only two words can describe the experience.
Culture Shock.
One can never imagine how the govt can squeeze so many buildings and human beings in a small district.
& I learnt not to trust even the taxi meters.

Day 4 & 5: Sapa
Went trekking. We went for this easy trekking package. Well..
Its not easy loh.. its doesn't fit in the definition of easy at all. To me, its mountain climbing.
Roads are muddy, slopes are steep, and we are walking near the edge of cliffs.
Its hard to understand why the tour guides did not warn us abt the danger of the trip.
And to make the day worse, I lost both soles of my sneakers.
And my relative came to visit me immediately after the trekking.
Great!
I'm just so glad that I'm safely back from the trip.
God bless the two kids who lead me through the treks.

Vietnam Trip

2007-08-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

Day 1&2: Reached HCM city. Did alota shopping and for the 1st time of my life, saw with my naked eye the infamous traffic of vietnam. After crossing the roads, I think I would had gotten the degree for jaywalking. Went alota sightseeing too. & of course alota shopping...

2007-08-15T06:36:00.000+08:00

2 more days...
I'm so homesick now...hahaha
hope I'm right back home watching youtube..
but well guess wat? I'm right in the tour agency now awaiting for my bus to halong bay and its..only 5.45am??? sianz...
BTW, I'm having serious culture shock right now. LMY says that I should taking tour packages for my future trips. well i guess i shld stick with my fav cities and not developing countries.
Good luck to me and hope I'll be back hme safely in one LIVING piece on thurs night.
God Bless.

2007-08-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

Tmr I'm going Vietnam!!!
super nervous cuz its really gonna b a culture shock...
but well i shld make my trip a gd one. dun wanna regret not goin to HK or TW halfway AGAIN.

Met grace, pauline & jocelyn on wed. Had my 1st and ever experience of clubbing.
At St James. Well we went abit too early. But by 11pm, the place is like crowded man.
Drank the most vol of alcohol that night in my whole 23yrs of human life.
Even tried dancing with so many ppl around me (incl knockin my big butts w Grace's - LoLZ). Though I felt abit paiseh, but wat the heck?
At least there's no more regrets in my life of not goin to clubbing before in s'pore.
Frenz, If you peepz finding kahkis to club or pub, jio me k!! (*_*)

2007-07-21T12:28:00.000+08:00

Had a really heavy meal-day yesterday.

Had heavy lunch at sushi teh for 1hr before goin to haagen diaz for dessert for another hr. Ice-cream Fondue!!!!

Then after met Eugene for dinner at some french restaurant at boat quay.

Red wine chicken!!! onion soup w cheese!!!

2007-07-14T12:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday was her last day.
her farewell and her parting makes me think alot at hme..
do i really wanna quit so urgently?
if i really leave, will i be able to adapt to the new environment?
will my new environment be beta or worse?

One thing for sure. I'll definitely miss the frens i made here if I really do leave the place one day.

gotta start reconsidering my future yet again.
I seems to have this kinda dilemma evy now and then.
But isit that life?
Life is juz full of decisions to be made right?
Just too bad that I'm a super indecisive gal.

I hate regrets!!!

2007-06-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

Oh NOoooOOO!!!
我生针眼！！！
and mon is vocal exam, how how how???
i won;t be able to wear contact lenses...
my mum attempts to squeeze out the so called lump she said, NOOOoooOOO!!

2007-06-03T11:26:00.000+08:00

the Day is finally over...

super tiring yesterday.

yup u guess it right, its my sis's wedding.

she look gorgeous..like all brides...

and i got praises that i look pretty yesterday night too (all thanks to grace who walk all round central and harbourfront to look for my dress =) )

All thanks to those who took the time to attend the wedding (if u actually c my blog).

its a wonderful nite, wonderful ppl, wonderful dinner.

will upload the wedding pics later. here's a little prelude(at the top)

p.s. Sis...i really hope u'll have a blissful marriage. luv ya!

2007-05-27T14:27:00.000+08:00

Someone should really stop me from buying earrings anymore.
Or at least stop me from my rave.
I spend $40 buying those handmade earrings today, can't believe myself.
& I'm totally nuts abt online blogs that sell handmade earrings recently. (look at my links)
They ARE GORGEOUS!!!
But Boy they are real expensive!

2007-05-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

had a Great time in the zoo with pauline & joce.

its a really long time since i stepped onto the place.

I loved kangaroos!!!

2007-05-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! juz trim and color my hair!
a new jolene reborn!
the only spoil-mood phrase today from mum - my hair color makes me look old.
sianz. Me heck care!

2007-05-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

had a wonderful shopping spree today with gracey!
bought a little black dress.. really super super super nice...
Thk grace for accompanying me!!!

2007-05-01T12:12:00.000+08:00

reminisce of CS seminar at batam...

2007-04-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

guess wat i'm goin to b one of the "sis" again...sigh
but well at least i can save the trouble of buying another dress.
i'm so fat now! bloated! can't stand the sight of myself!

2007-04-15T13:09:00.000+08:00

Yesh! i'm goin to be my sis's 姐妹 on her wedding!
i'll be lying if i say i'm not disappointed when my sis ask me to help my mum instd.
after all, she's my only sis!
now..more shopping!!!

2007-04-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

I must say I'm impressed by my sis's precious moments collection.

Though its not as many as stephan's sis's 80 figurines, but its stil alot....

My cousins' effort in the combined pic frame oso give me a surprise. Y only mine is baby pic? the rest all kindergarden grad photo?? my pic so outstanding! and I so fat somemore..yucks! But its really amazing as I've nvr seen all the other cousin's kiddish photo... reminds me of those days...Cuz I'm the 2nd oldest out of all, I stil remember how they look like when they're babies.. --->make me feel even older (*_*)

2007-03-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

i felt bad...
although she might have wkg attitude prob but i still stay back to accompany her for a while.
abit fake, making as if i'm as busy since i've strict instructions that i shldn't help her at all.
am i too softhearted?

2007-03-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

newbie to my collection...
I love earrings!

2007-03-25T11:34:00.000+08:00

i realize in my whole 23yrs of my life, i've actually been living w a tyrant!
i totally pity my sis for wat this monster did to her.
& i actually admire myself for telling this tyrant straight off that if she's a normal woman and not my mum, i would prob give her a slap if she does the same thg to me.
& I SAID IT TWICE!
i'm so cool...but its utterly rude. well i did apologise in my heart for wat i said after that.
But well, SHe's TOO MUCH!

2007-03-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder if i'm being taken for granted...
sometimes i wonder if I'm only the one among the grp that's enthu abt a subj, mayb the rest are juz entertaining me...
sometimes i wonder if i'm just plainly insignificant in this whole world.

2007-03-04T12:02:00.000+08:00

hAppY bDae Tian!
Hope u've a wonderful night yesterday...(of course, dining w me)
Long time since we really meet up all together as a whole grp..
Miss ya gals...

Working adults are lonely souls u noe...

2007-02-25T01:08:00.000+08:00

New Year! New Year! New Year!! = Food! Food! Food!!
As usual, I fell sick again... this time rd, i lost my voice yet again...
hope it'll b beta on mon b4 vocal class..
today went visiting nicole's hse.
so cool! warm and lotsa artistes' pics & albums...
after that went lohei at some ulu hotel... but nvm food is nt bad though..
took some pics using my hp, but i stil can't figure out why my pc can't transfer files fr my hp via cable or bluetooth..wierd..
shall remind myself to go nokia j8 to ask the ppl there...

2007-02-04T01:15:00.000+08:00

那天。。我就在ELLA和吴尊的眼下。。。Envy leh...

2007-01-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

celebrating joce's bdae...

2006-12-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

D&D '06

Me & Ah Chin @ Marina Bay celebrating Liang's bdae & ND

Me & sis @ taka x'mas tree

My fav Vocal t'cher - Nicole!!

after X'mas party in ACM

Hehe, with the pc, I can upload the long ago pics took with my handphone..sorry pals, for the long wait!

2006-12-17T01:23:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I actually spend >30min shoppin in MiniToons!
Unfinished X'mas shopping, Unfinished present wrapping!
OMG, Y is there only 24hrs a day?

2006-12-10T09:54:00.000+08:00

I cannot believe this!
in the midst of my jap class yesterday, I'm suddenly being called on my hp by hundreds of ppl.
& its not even sumthg gd! My dear dad actually only inform me my cousin's wedding dinner is on the day itself? & cool! he doesn't want to tell me how to go to the wedding venue and the exact time to reach. -_-"
So? At 6.30pm after finishing my jap at tanjong pagar, i've to fly hme juz to change and touchup & reach the place @ 8pm!
I felt like strangling my dad when i saw him!
THe food only taste normal except the yam paste dessert and the wine sucks.
Heng earlier the day, I bought HYSNSN soundtrack so my day isn't that bad afterall.

2006-12-03T11:13:00.000+08:00

I love BOOTS!!!

But where can i find nice ones of my size in Singapore?

One day, I'm goin either HK or TW to shop for it I swear!

2006-12-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

My Dinner cum Supper @ 10pm last night:

-half packet of rice
-hlaf bowl of mee sua
-one whole youtiao
-half of a papaya

Benefits of a full meal = a bloated tummy

2006-11-26T12:23:00.000+08:00

我的人生中还有许多臭屁的事情将会发生，所以请让我变得更勇敢！
-quote from <恶魔在身边>

2006-11-04T12:25:00.000+08:00

Together Forever And Ever....
last sun, the most exciting weekend i ever had!!
Rushed to TM for S.H.E.同乐会, they are so cute!!!! I was quite in front so i can quietly listening to them and enjoying their funny conversations. But seriously the session wasn't as high as I thot, and For Goodness Sake! the performance done by the fans are horrific! Even S.H.E. is forcing their smile thruout the draggy boring show. Sianzz.. Ambience bought a huge cake for 娜娜 (her bdae on 31st). While other ppl rushed to Expo for the mini concert, me and some ambience frens went to eat the cake. sigh...wonder who so crazy will go n find the utensil S & E used to eat the cake...but anyway the cake isn't that bad...choc cake n strawberry moose
Actually I tink the best show is @ the Expo. Although, its juz a small concert w other performers (which we practically sleep thru, but i heard KP off tune thruout 1 song & she actually plan to go TW to sing?!?), but its even more high than S.H.E. indoor stadium concert last yr~! THe whole audience scream the whole S.H.E. part (i suspect 90% of audience is S.H.E. fans)! although seating at the very back, we were standing at our seats and singing and waving our lightsticks as if its S.H.E. solo concert! I Loved It!
After the ending, i followed my expert fan frens and ran all the way to the carpark to see them. Gotta mention the carpark attendent. He's so cute! cute nt as in handsome k. Cuz we were waiting so long but they haben drove out yet, so we were like trying to get him to ask the security in the backstage, but he keep on saying they left already w tt "I'm lying" look. Luckily we saw 崇庆 and the fm933 hosts drove past and we manage to ask him. If not we'll prob left hme. then again gonna thk either the Uncle Sam(the driver of S.H.E. van) or Melissa(S.H.E.经纪人)! they are so nice that they switch on the interior car lights and vanes so that we can have a flash look of S.H.E.! I only saw Selina smiling at us though.
THis is prob the craziest 追ing I ever did in so many yrs...

2006-10-14T12:10:00.000+08:00

I'm Dead Dead, SuPer Dead~
MondAy is GoiNg 2B the wORst daY of my Life and I'm alreadY having NighTMares yesterDAy!
One Man show in work, and muz finish evythg b4 6pm.
then Tue have Jap exAm!?!
and thAaaaat stupid complaiN?

I'm DyiNG frOM StREss!!!!

2006-10-07T21:40:00.002+08:00

yeaH!!! finally have time to bloG!!! totally busy this whole mth....
yucks, my jap exam is being pushed to 17th Oct. Shucks man... & i can't seemed to get the vocab words into my mind! たいへんですよ!!! 時間がありませんから。。。。。

to the person i met today, I'm so sorry i've wrongly accused u for the past 3 wks..
u've been so nice to me, i totally regretted saying bad comments to my frens abt u..
i've definitely learnt fr u in that short 45min of tok & touring... i really appreciate tt
though u will nt b able to c this msg, i'm sure i got the msg across this morn already.
thks alot... your words definitely make my day today!

wish: to adopt this moral -- "nvr judge a person by its 1st impression"

2006-09-17T13:20:00.000+08:00

i've decided... juz go ahead with wat i want.
someone told me...THis is your LIfe! You should live it in your own Way!
but oH lord, pls give me all the cOUrage & oPPortunities!

2006-09-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

Finally spent yet another busy weekend, dun wana explain wat i've been doin today again, pple close to me would be able to noe I did another stupid act again... Worst thg I remember Myself swearing last yr that I wun repeat the same act but in the end i Still did. Dumb!
Anyway, realised from all the emails I accumulated these 2 weeks, there are kinda ALOTA FST jobs out there suddenly. So wierd! when I'm finding them, they dun appear. When I dun, they all jumped out. Sickening!
I'm really in dilemma again. In one hand I really wana jumped back to Food science industry even though I had to face the obstacle of dist prob & pay diff. But in the other hand I can't juz quit on my job juz after 3mths. will it look bad on resumes? wat if I dun do well in food science field? go back to GEL? my sis will kill me oso if I quit like that. She said(more like threaten act) that I shld wk for at least 1 yr.
God! wHo cAn hElP mE!!!!

2006-08-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

yeah! yeah! yeah!
today went to see Mike He Jun Xiang(xiaomei) at the airport. he's SSSSO handsome!!!!!
even with the sunglasses & cap.
I was like rite beside him at one point of time but unfortunately can't get the full sight on camera.
might consider skipping vocal lesson & find him @ the autograph session in bugis.
One will nvr be sick of looking at suai guys that's for sure.

next week there's stil "chasing suai ger" part II. this time rd Kwon SAng woo... THis is DEfinitely the best month of the yr sia...

2006-08-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

Looking at your tears, it makes me cry too....
Looking at your swollen eyes and knowing you are crying every late night, makes my day as depressed as yours.
Luckily u 've 2 best frenz whom i believe will stand by you no matter wat happens.
This consoles me.
& there's me & the whole lota us who will give support forever wateva u do.
This I Promise.

2006-08-13T10:51:00.000+08:00

Jap class yesterday was wierd. I seemed like the odd-one out since everybody already noes everybody incl the teachers. i even overheard them planning to go out for dinner with the tchers. they seemed very close. guess there's no way i can squeeze into tt crowd in a short time. felt left-out.
Getting the jap lang back into my brain is even harder than i expected. haven been touching the textbks or even trying to speak the lang for like half a yr? the teachers here currently speak chinese n very little eng. they tch fully in jap. the afternoon yesterday i was trying hard to translate the japanese into english at a speed of one sentence per min in my brain while nodding at the tcher pretending i noe evythg! haha! & its so diff to communicate with the tcher since i got used to tokg in english in classes instd of chinese.
One lucky thg is i dun nid to take JLPT 4 again since i passed it! hah! after almost one yr, i stil wonder how did i ever pass that disgusting paper! Mayb I'm a jap genius? Joker!

2006-08-12T09:57:00.000+08:00

wat happen to my connection? slow as a turtle. and the pics doesn't come out like usual. all my fonts disappear and now i've to stick w black boring times roman?

wat a gd cont to my sucky day yest.

2006-08-09T10:10:00.000+08:00

Holiday holiday holiday! yeah! No blue wednesday for this week!
Pc is really retiring at this stage, continuous hanging and super slow motion like an old man walking.
sigh... guess its really time to get myself a laptop or desktop. Hope i've money to get the former though...

2006-08-06T12:38:00.000+08:00

Had my first and ever d&d in ritz carlton. COOLZ!!!!! their room is fantastic! the view! the 40 inch LCD TV! the open-window bathtub! but tink their service is too gd, they help us to divide the banquet dishes out such that evyone of us only gets an equally small portion each. Hmmnnn...alota manual wk but worth it?
the only upset the whole nite is my hair. spent $45 on it (even mre ex than my cheena top) & i looked like a horrible lion head. & i've no idea y some ppl came to me to comment that my hair looks nice. Gotta to some thinking....

2006-07-30T11:52:00.000+08:00

Sometimes human beings are so unpredictable just like weather. THey can be so nice to you at a moment, but the next second they will be yelling at you for no reason or watsoeva. Like the weather. One hr ago it was all sunshine. Now its raining cats and dogs. One gd live example? the tigress i kept at hme whose fatal enemy is the computer. Everytime I switch on the pc or watch some online shared mpg, the tigress will roar and threaten to bite off the screen. & b4 that we were actually chatting happily. Guess I will do wateva i want when it's slpg...

2006-07-29T20:16:00.001+08:00

Working Life in customer service line sucks. Initially I thot mayb I'll need to handle difficult customers. But instead I'm handling stupid & rude LPs? Sometimes I dun even understand y I'm treating them politely on the phone when I felt like giving them all a box! There is my sis saying to me that LPs are the ones complaining the most so we shld all treat them nicely. & the other hand my colleague is advising me not to treat them too well in case they "de chun jing chi". & just now my section head slam the phone down on a unreasonable LP. Sigh... controversial sia...
Anyway the worst nightmare finally came. I made a big mistake during work. Cause? A true mistake from both side or A backstab. I myself stil not quite sure. Its ok, I'll try to amend the mistake somehow. Lets hope there will be no PH complains & everythg ends well.

2006-07-22T12:55:00.000+08:00

I'm a truly 9-6 OL now. No correctio its not even 9-6. I've to work from 8.30 till late mayb 7pm. work is piling like nobody's business and guess wat? this is only my 2nd week of work! Life is beginning to become sianz. & surprisingly I'm missing sch & the food labs so much! when too bad, I'm already on the route of no returns....

2006-07-16T10:36:00.000+08:00

Sigh sigh sigh. What a busy week I had. Straight after the busy weekend i had last week with the commencement (thks pals for the flowers!!!) and grad party (with the seasickness but nevertheless fun!), came work at last.
So far so good I haben made a gigantic mistake in my work. But well hard to say in the future. hahahahahaha

Yesterday had a really fun time at Mabelyn's hse party. Thks mabelyn, ashley, wanting & sikyin for holding this thgy! Although I'm still quite full (till now) with the last nite's fruits, I had several gd laughs... To siuli, jinghui & sikyin (if u gals c this msg), have a smooth journey to Australia! U gals definitely can make it to the scholarship, GaMbATTE kudasai!!!

2006-07-04T13:45:00.000+08:00

The weather has been crazy these few days... Hot Hot Hot!!!
If other foreigners haven notice, I bet they thought Singapore is a miniature of Sahara Desert! & if I dun watch myself carefully, I bet I'll just melt into a pool of sweat b4 i noe it!
However, I'm praying and praying that the weather will remain or at least dun rain on sat or sun. Imagine being caught in the rain when the whole seasicked FST cohort got trapped in the pathetic yacht in the middle of no where at St john's island or some island. Omigod! Imgaine having a rainstorm on my most important day of my University life - Commencement day! All moods gone.
With the super bad unpredictable weather + stupid Rooney "the supposedly latest golden boy of England" & a lousy Eriksson ruining Englands' luck in WC over last weekend, lets just say my mood is not really too good. Hope this weekend's events will at least boost my spirits a little.

2006-07-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

No idea if this is a good news or bad one. But yah poor fated Jolene finally found a job after 3 mths of searching and digging. I gave up the police force post for the more stable GEL job. My life of slacking is finally over!

2006-06-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

Sad and depressing vocal test Yesterday:
I was calm but yet results wasn't as good as I thot...Below are the comments Nicole gave me...
1. I chose the wrong song! the range is juz not for me..(if only she told me b4 hand...)She can't hear me clearly at the low notes and she heard slight cracking at the high notes ( i thot nobody heard tt...desceiving me!)
2. I din do as well as wat she expected...OMG!
3. I won't get as high marks as I shld since its a simple song. (to me, easy for the others mayb, but hard for me cuz of the big range and the quick pace of the changing notes)
4. Nothin on my voice quality. Not a bad news but DEfiNitEly NoT a GooD news too! Since I've nothin in my voice that attracts her.
5. I sound unnatural... forgotten y she tt & I dun wanna remember too...I was too upset by then...

SAD!!! (*x*,)

2006-06-22T19:46:00.000+08:00

Today I went shopping for the yacht party clothes. With grace's help and the seldom luck that occurs onto me, we actually managed to get a brownish-beige top in FOREVER21 which is quite fantastic! alTHough the top doesn't really goes with the "OLd HoLLywood GLaM" theme, but well I guess i can try to go as near to the theme as possible with accessories. SHan't be LeFTout in the costumes and look like an Odd-one out! Even liangz and meiqi wanna splurge onto sumthg special - cowboy gals! Let's just hope I can find the precise accessories I'd in mind in the next 2 wks...

Tmr is the BIG day. My test after exactly 5months of vocal class. I seemed to pass marginally for the theory test with my super duper short term memory yesterday. Don't ask me wat exactly happen! Its a total disaster! Nvr knew I 'd no sense of rythym. Anyway, my luck all depends on tmr's results. Hope I wun have stagefright again like wat Yixian saw yesterday.